A Change of Heart
by Tom on Mar.01, 2011, under Uncategorized
I have had a change of heart regarding my politics, my worldview and, most importantly, myself. It seemed natural for me to be ever vigilant in pursuing the interests of the disenfranchised because I was repressing myself in a way not unlike the oppression I assumed so many felt. My leftist sympathy was a perfect storm brewing within me about my own place. So often, I would denounce my own kind in favor of the rights of people that when I met, treated ME as less than human. By going to public university in sun-ripened California has led me to find that I am often assumed to be less than intelligent because I am a white male without a pair of glasses on. Frankly, nothing upsets me more than this as I happen to have a mind apt to learn. Not being an Asian, most of my peers assume my intellect is inferior. Standing on my own two feet, instead of leftist fluff, I proclaim that it was white males that built this world as it is, thus it would be a folly to assume that same group is unintelligent. This is but one example of my new conviction, I am a white male and I am not ashamed anymore. In fact, I’m pretty upset at the assumptions made of me, the deterrents to my success in the name of equality and the ignorance applied to me while my response will always be labeled as racism.
It is called white guilt, and it is a blight only recently removed from my mind and replaced with something new, pride in myself. I have read on Wikipedia that a stereotype of white males is that they are neutered. So infuriated that I am now, I am committed fully to disproving this. I am not a crazy white boy, I am a white man proud of my heritage. My family name has been in this nation since it’s beginning, yet I receive no public assistance that doesn’t feature a nasty interest rate and repayment scheduling. Yet peers of my mine get thousands of dollars in grants because their parents moved them to the US only a decade ago and somehow that means they deserve the chance to go to college. My ancestors received no assistance, they had to build themselves up in order to possibly send their children to college. America, yeah I refer to the US as America because it is the most important nation in the New World, is a nation of hard work and yet my hard work means nothing now and classifiable minorities don’t have to work as hard to ascend above me.
Now, there is no doubt that evils have been committed by white hands. So too, I have the maturity to now see, have evils been committed by as many colors of hands as exist on this Earth with less grief in it’s wake then the scorn I face for actions out of my control. I feel discriminated against for discrimination I never committed and those of my generation have never even seen. What I do see is how I am treated as both a Caucasian and as a male; that treatment stirs resentment in me and I’m sure plenty of those of similar color and with a y chromosome are feeling the same. This not because I love only my own kind, it is that while I try to accept all I’m not accepted.
Being that I have been taught to do my best at all costs, I perpetuate a system of “inequality” while such tendencies in others is a cultural triumph. I proclaim the triumph of my people, white Americans created a government the envy of all nations and was emulated in nations the world over. It was Greeks and Romans that were the first to try these forms of governance, that is something to celebrate. Individual cultures and their food and dance mean nothing, the contribution of that culture to the world is what’s important.
So the Socialist idealism that this blog once was is dead and gone. As both David Cameron and the German leader Merkle have both insisted, multiculturalism is dead. Not in the sense we must no longer accept other cultures but in the sense that our own cultures first. In America, we have two core cultures: that of African Americans and that of European Americans. Those two cultures our this nations core as Britain’s core cultures are that of the English, Scottish and Irish. All else should be accepted but not at the cost of core cultures sanctity. Beyond this, America is not to be a land of leisure like Europe that foolishly spreads it’s leisure amongst the world’s nomads, we are the workhouse of Western Civilization made fat with the fruit of our own labor. We can’t let that slip away because of brainwash filled into our young minds every time there is a holiday for a man of minority status. If we wish to stay the best, we must take precedent from the past in which we grew to this point. In that past, we threw no money away on the lazy or those not earnest. It’s time my fellow Caucasian males stop being guilty and inept. It’s time to be what made us what we are, before we are lost and thrown to the wolves we have previously kept at bay.